The only advantage that makes me look forward to 5-6 hours of rest are the nights when I am fortunate to experience to a lucid dream. Something so real, it feels as if I've actually lived it.
While in bed he closes his eyes and hopes for sleep; he's praying for an appearance of her in his dream. While there, he would take the opportunity to say just 4 words.
Unfortunately that doesn't happen every night.
The other advantage of closing my eyes is avoiding the coming morning. Transition form dark to light... Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy a sunrise; just not so much when I had hoped to beat it to bed.
Laying in a dark room, I find myself think to sleep. Could be partially the amount of work I should be doing in the coming week, or just thoughts of what's missing.
Tonight I look forward to sleep only to get it out of the way, almost feeling like a kid on Christmas eve. The one night dad leaves the tree lights on for an extra hour; at least until the kids are in bed with the thought that Santa's can see where to land.
As a kid, I think it would suck to face what I'm going tonight on Christmas; then again maybe not.. Maybe it could be the same; only if I had presents to sneak down and shake, this night might be worth while awake.
Those 4 words were:
"Come and save me"
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