So I've landed

Hummm..

I feel like i just took my fist breath or real air. Cables all yanked, and the thick yoke that surrounded me while in the egg shaped capsule has now been drained. Now I finally get to experience why, and how life is a bitch.

Im gona take a moment before I leap out to observe the sky, but I have a strange feeling Im gona get flushed down the tubes with no way of saving myself from the fall.. I've never used my eyes before now.

Its only the first night, but I can't help but to wonder if it would be better to take the blue pill, or maybe the red, its been a while, and I could be color blind. 

After all, this is the first time I am using them.. 

I know my desions have been difficult in the past. I have gotten myself into alot of trouble back then. Then again, this is what Ive asked for.. I cant help but to ask myself if I have I made the right choice.