Burning on Earth

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Im feeling rough, Im feeling raw, Im in the prime of my life. I've listened to the words on several occasions, however it did not hit me until I physically read each one. Nice!

Not many people can say they share their lives.. I can't say I always do. But I think its kinda exciting to share (exciting becasue its unique, I think its cool, but maybe no one else does), furthermore one can argue that its pointless to protect what we only own for a human life span..

When i look at how we all began, where life first started in its most primal stages, it is still light years ahead of where I am right now.

I just realized:

Maybe its not cool that I say those things, maybe I am just adding selfish jargin to this overly ego tripped World. Maybe no one cares what I think, or about what I need, who I am , or about me in general. Im not about pity and im not really looking for compassion; who cares Its easy to assume, but atlas I think Im good in some kind of department...

I don't know why but I untagged myself in all of my facebook photo's (I really don't know why).

I need an outlet..

Thats why I write. It makes sence to me (sometimes), and maybe some one else can find something in atleast 3 of the words that run together in a random thought/notes/blogs/scripts/whatever that they can relate to. Maybe they can appreciate it for what it is:

an attempt.. I may never know.

Josh mentioned to me the other night that he would like to read one of my scripts sometime; I was in a low point and my response: "why? they are all horrible anyway", weather thats the case, maybe I should just stop writing them; then again no I couldn't. I would write them and keep them to myself as I have been for a little while now. Sort of how I considered relesing this not if I ever do.

After all I can only write about my experiences, (which I hope would ultimately become interesting scenes in a film or two) My characters could be me or my friends, or random people/objects that provoke a story in my mind. Its just that I'll change the names and the locations, maybe I'll butter them up a little bit of the wild and crazy/elaborate imagination I am told I posses (ha!I).

One day when I out live my presence and experience on Earth, I think I will sit on the sun as if it were on a roof top, looking back at the Eath and what I did (not that its any more than anyone else's experience). To my left the fire escape. We're burning -there's no way to escape, what its there for?!

Maybe its the Earth that burns, and we don't have the means to escape until we are on the sun. By then its possible that we would use the escape to reach the sun when its time to leave.

I would kick back after putting on some earth tan lotion, and my Earthglasses would help me look towards the Earth without effecing my vishon. I would relax, and watch everyones movie, just because people are so interesting.. Something would always be on..

Maybe to my right will be my love, sharing some ice tea with an umbrella in her glass, burning without a care in the Sun..

What do you think, is this pretentious?

Its just a scenario...