Drinkin Whiskey With The Devil During The 06' Flood...

y o u k n o w...

Anger is a state of mind

While having a drink in a low lit bar, a friend (Goose/ The Devil; however you interpret it..) once told me:

Everyone loves to complain; but its funny, at the same time everyone feels like they have it worst than everyone else..

Complaining is just a natural human behavior as far as I know... well I guess I am not the type to complain (Maybe I am, depending on how close you are to me); but for the most part,

it takes allot to piss me off/make me really stressed...

Today I just let go; releasing my most recent head ache into the worlds open ear.

My TV broke a whole in my wall before liberating itself of a cable jack rendering it useless..

well almost useless (pretty stupid huh?) But now I am questioning myself.. Was that wrong? The reaction I got tells me that it was, but at the same time I don't feel like its good to make myself into a fuckin time bomb!

I am not trying to deal with stress, but some how today it manages to bite me in the ass... And when I get bit in my Fuckin ass I like to scream!

Oh well shit happens right?
Well so much shit has happened in the last month(fuck June/March a combo of the two), not to mention how fucked up things got a few years back... I was just reminded of that because yesterday I took the same long ride that I had taken home after an overwhelming month and 1/2 quarantine. Everything looked just as if I was reliving that drive all over again, except this time the sunny over saturated scenery was mudded by the torrential rains. At that time I wasn't mad, I was just weak, and I managed to force a smile on my face because I was happy to be out; but looking back now what the fuck was that for? well I get a fresh start right?

How great are new sneakers?

well how great are they after stepping in a pile of shit on your way home? Now trail the smell and smear the brown mess around; still great right? And you know it doesn't just come out over night, it get wedged all up and in between that fresh new supper shock absorbing traction sole.. you gotta get a toothpick or somthin and try and scrape and pick, and then its still not as new as you thought they were gonna be.. Oh and lets not forget the next time you manage to step in the same pile on your way out again..

But I guess its like I said;

its not as bad as other things going on in the world.

Its just funny how that kinda stuff never leaves you.. why cant you remember the last time you won a dollar with that cheap

Mc-sham-rock-rock!

scratch off ticket? I guess its because your pissed about how stupid it was to spend the same dollar you won on a new ticket just to loose it; yeah Id remember that..

Today my friends I lost a Dollar or 2..
Well lets play the it could be worst game for now, and try to be thankful for what we did get to keep. at least I came out of everything alive, at least some of these things are material and can be replaced

Well that is until something else comes up, and all the bad memories come back to smoke cig's, shoot some shit, and

Play a round of pool with the Devil!

yep they are all there... in that Dive Bar(AKA my frontal lobe...)


I guess I have become a freaking time bomb all I can do now is say fuck it! I place my quarters on the table for the next game.. buck up, chug my whiskey and try and laugh it off..

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If only it was that easy...